Everyone is more likely to think they completely know the steps for me to solve my own problems than they actually do. I am going to shock people with the truth about my homelessness. Maybe if you read this carefully. You will not make the same mistake with another Autistic person in the future?
A job where I felt proud of myself, happy and genuinely fulfilled in my lifetime was 10 Fitness in Quinte West. However, I did receive special accommodation from my Dad with shelter, transportation & assistance in Socializing. During this time I started dating Kaylib Drury. I was training in MMA. It was genuinely one of the happiest times in my life. Although since the concussion I don’t feel comfortable working right now. I intend to go back to 10 Fitness as a customer after the Pandemic Lockdown eases. I pray for this Gym’s survival as it is an asset to our communities.
This is all directionless. This blog is directionless, my content is directionless & my life is directionless. That is okay. The only people who don’t think being directionless is okay are the over ambitious psychotics that run the economy. This will do nothing to change me, my family & my career track.
I had the briefest crush on Gary Hall in High School. I didn’t anticipate him attempting to jump my bone in the middle of an Undue Hardship issue! An issue where Kaylib Drury magically disappeared. No something has been wrong this entire time I have been talking to him.
I saw Unhinged with my friend Felix on 2020-10-21. Normally other people on the spectrum don’t take you to see such insane movies! I was surprised at this choice. Given that by the end we were both paralyzed in fear. I don’t know why we did this to ourselves… It is just a movie about a rampaging Straight cisgender inferiority complex!
When my Seizure awareness was done? They told me I had to declare my moral authority during the Seizures in Scarborough. Okay so I did that. Next thing you know I have my family & ex boyfriend forcing me in to Homelessness.
I felt like I had to threaten someone just to get anything done. I also meant it… If we are in this spot where my family can allow me to have a month of Homelessness. We are in the spot where I can strike one of you! That is the truth. Moral Authority is not a game! It is a healthcare matter for the protection of me and others. What is wrong with my family? What is wrong with Kaylib Drury?
“A center for helping former drug addicts, prisoners, psychiatric patients, or others to adjust to life in general society.” Google
I fall under more of the “Psychiatric patient” variety. Although not by necessity… I am going to start giving myself permission to subtract my own emotional burdens. I tried working during the Pandemic, but I hit my head & had to manage seizures.
Ashton De Roy is a De-Colonized Art Teacher & a Wicca of self-guided practice. Ashton De Roy is a Political & Economics theorist. Not a soldier… Not a person with limitless potential. Rather a person when faced with ambition? Develops existential & social hostility. Ashton De Roy is a firm believer in honesty & the idea the world needs idiots to.
” I will not practice unconsenting hypnosis.” , “I will protect my truths but not your own.” & “I will be irredeemably upset if I come to and I break my own hypnotic spell alone.”
This is not a normal Autistic Special Needs Mutation. It just happened to me this way. Psychologically though you might be interested in how my autistic personality mutated in to Special Needs Rage addiction? Everyone around me is making Social normalcy arguments 24/7. Meanwhile I am just sitting here… I am not normal… I have a psychotic disorder… I am just trying not to punch my step sibling Matt for making another gay joke! (Matt Clarke is really intelligent. He lacks social skills from a poor family cultural background… This was pointed out to me At Loyalist College in 2020.)
This is going to sound made up, but the point of surviving Suicidal Psychosis is to put all of the puzzle pieces together for the last time.
Time to talk about what was used to torture me. They are called Moral authority games and they are played by everyone from Parents to Educators.
Everyone wants to know? Is there anything we should know about that Queer Autistic person?