I actually wanted to add something to this. Kyle Kulinski says that extreme wealth can challenge the very concept of Democracy. That is true, but also extreme wealth is mostly viewed around the world very cautiously. Extreme exuberant wealth is actually a challenge to any Political System.
However what Politics has really evolved into is this? It is a debate and struggle for power around the issues of Corporations versus the interests of Economic management.
A woman from POOF is gathering like 50 people to block the road and protest for her OW & ODSP advocacy. She is really fighting for the cause on a personal level. Then I realized…. Would I ever block the road or the train tracks for my beliefs? I am sorry but no… I have a lot of issues I personally believe in. None of which I would risk getting hit by a car & having another concussion for!
Like Ashton Deroy on Facebook Clichés that annoy me: “Be the best you can be. ” If I am not jumping over furniture to attack someone. I am probably close to my peek here… “Don’t value yourself on the judgment of others.” This cliché just invites a God complex. “Take the time to think aboutContinue reading “Striving to function again.”
Summary of meeting: During the Zoom meeting Panelists discussed challenges around support an adult son with autism, Leigh discussed supported people with Mental Health & addictions challenges. There was a brief interaction in the meeting with Isabelle Gemk who shared her blogging work as POOF, Protecting ODSP OW Funding. Debbie Pike shared an estimate of 11 people dying in Belleville Ontario from reasons related to homelessness.
I don’t see anything wrong with being a pessimist. I really am not all that invested in the uphill battle. Frequently when I write? I talk about my rejection of life in the Military. One of the reasons is, I don’t think it should have to be that hard to save my life. If it is, then my life isn’t worth saving!
An Autistic Concussion is a Psychotic condition. Ashton Deroy is Autistic, Queer and struggling. During the early part of my Concussion I committed betrayal, fought for my insanity and struggled with improper accommodation. Why did I do these things?
Honestly going through a Concussion during a Pandemic makes it impossible to ignore the pain, the struggle and the termination of relationships. I try to silence the memories with audiobooks when I can. Or I use exercise. Both only work for so long.
There is a genocide happening in North Korea in relation to the disabled people in North Korea. I think this is tragic and sad! According to the Voice of North Korea they test Chemical weapons on disabled people in North Korea.
I can’t write my autobiography or Diagnose my own psychological problems. This is despite the self-proclaimed name of Dr. Ostrich. I can not hide a Mental illness under a poorly constructed God Complex. I can’t denied the fact that as I declare myself god after a concussion. That I have clearly gone insane.
I was born in the Greater Toronto area. I went to School in Belleville, then Brighton & then college in Belleville. Then I went to college in Kingston. Then I went to College in North York. All to be a web design and communications major with a Business Diploma. (Why I studied Communications & Business?) I didn’t know how to function. I am still working on that…
This is going to sound insane but I mentioned marriage to my recent ex many times after the Concussion. This is kind of bleak but it is coded in my mind out of a kind of fear. “I love you and I feel like I might die with you.”/ AKA till death do us part. This is worth knowing for if it ever happens again. When I wasn’t convincing myself I was invincible? I was convinced I was going to die after the June 7th – 8th concussion.