Manipulation & Social gamesmanship is my only culture.

Like Ashton Deroy on Facebook There is nothing else here… My parents didn’t select a morality when I was a kid. Just Obsessive Compulsive Abuse on both sides! I was denied conventional Autism therapies in the home (Which automatically makes everywhere I lived abusive.) There is nothing else here! I annoy people, I play tricksContinue reading “Manipulation & Social gamesmanship is my only culture.”

The shortfall of One sided agreements.

“You have to let me kill myself if I think my time is up.” An actual chilling sentence I have told 2 ex-boyfriends. This was a 1 sided agreement.

It took me a while to realize. People who love you? No matter how flawed they are will never agree to this.

Why bottle blondes are insane?

I saw Unhinged with my friend Felix on 2020-10-21. Normally other people on the spectrum don’t take you to see such insane movies! I was surprised at this choice. Given that by the end we were both paralyzed in fear. I don’t know why we did this to ourselves… It is just a movie about a rampaging Straight cisgender inferiority complex!

To the Handicapped Community. During Covid19 we’ve been removed…

When my Seizure awareness was done? They told me I had to declare my moral authority during the Seizures in Scarborough. Okay so I did that. Next thing you know I have my family & ex boyfriend forcing me in to Homelessness.

I felt like I had to threaten someone just to get anything done. I also meant it… If we are in this spot where my family can allow me to have a month of Homelessness. We are in the spot where I can strike one of you! That is the truth. Moral Authority is not a game! It is a healthcare matter for the protection of me and others. What is wrong with my family? What is wrong with Kaylib Drury?

Remove hypnotic Suggestions from Ashton Deroy in 5 steps.

Ashton De Roy is a De-Colonized Art Teacher & a Wicca of self-guided practice. Ashton De Roy is a Political & Economics theorist. Not a soldier… Not a person with limitless potential. Rather a person when faced with ambition? Develops existential & social hostility. Ashton De Roy is a firm believer in honesty & the idea the world needs idiots to.

” I will not practice unconsenting hypnosis.” , “I will protect my truths but not your own.” & “I will be irredeemably upset if I come to and I break my own hypnotic spell alone.”



How Autistic Special Needs becomes Rage Addiction?

This is not a normal Autistic Special Needs Mutation. It just happened to me this way. Psychologically though you might be interested in how my autistic personality mutated in to Special Needs Rage addiction? Everyone around me is making Social normalcy arguments 24/7. Meanwhile I am just sitting here… I am not normal… I have a psychotic disorder… I am just trying not to punch my step sibling Matt for making another gay joke! (Matt Clarke is really intelligent. He lacks social skills from a poor family cultural background… This was pointed out to me At Loyalist College in 2020.)

Dear Family, I know I have Autism + Psychosis but hear me out. #MeToo

Ashton Deroy says things that were left unsaid.

When to De-colonize?

People often wondered when I would De-colonize my name? I mean this is why I went to the Tim Hortons Camp in Quebec in elementary school after all.

Well the truth is my name was always a source of pride. I mean I am the Autistic kid of an Engineer.

LGBT problems and Special Ed autistic gaslighting at home.

Ashton Deroy says “Okay so guess who was empowered by me seeking mental health treatment when I explicitly didn’t ask for it? It was not me the sexual assault victim who bravely moved on. It was not me the victim of amnesia who can’t count on their family. It was my ex, it was my family and it was my old job.  

In this essay I am going to outline the stuff I don’t want to talk about on a usual basis. This way people can understand that mental health is not a 1 size fits all solution. In fact if you look in to my record at Quinte Health where I see a counsellor usually, it actually wasn’t supposed to be the solution at all. Why wasn’t this the solution? ”

I am Ashton Deroy, on the record, I attempted suicide at the following jobs!

My name is Ashton Deroy. I attempted a work to death suicide at Giant Tiger, S&P Data, Team HGS and StarTek Global. My biases are as a Green Autistic Socialist.