Like Ashton Deroy on Facebook Clichés that annoy me: “Be the best you can be. ” If I am not jumping over furniture to attack someone. I am probably close to my peek here… “Don’t value yourself on the judgment of others.” This cliché just invites a God complex. “Take the time to think aboutContinue reading “Striving to function again.”
Summary of meeting: During the Zoom meeting Panelists discussed challenges around support an adult son with autism, Leigh discussed supported people with Mental Health & addictions challenges. There was a brief interaction in the meeting with Isabelle Gemk who shared her blogging work as POOF, Protecting ODSP OW Funding. Debbie Pike shared an estimate of 11 people dying in Belleville Ontario from reasons related to homelessness.
I don’t see anything wrong with being a pessimist. I really am not all that invested in the uphill battle. Frequently when I write? I talk about my rejection of life in the Military. One of the reasons is, I don’t think it should have to be that hard to save my life. If it is, then my life isn’t worth saving!
An Autistic Concussion is a Psychotic condition. Ashton Deroy is Autistic, Queer and struggling. During the early part of my Concussion I committed betrayal, fought for my insanity and struggled with improper accommodation. Why did I do these things?
Honestly going through a Concussion during a Pandemic makes it impossible to ignore the pain, the struggle and the termination of relationships. I try to silence the memories with audiobooks when I can. Or I use exercise. Both only work for so long.
There is a genocide happening in North Korea in relation to the disabled people in North Korea. I think this is tragic and sad! According to the Voice of North Korea they test Chemical weapons on disabled people in North Korea.
I know it is an anxious time and Covid19 is a tremendous threat. We need to do something. We need to have more people masking & Social Distancing. We need to make sure this message gets across. Well for now, consider this the job CBC News! For the Opposition which every Political Science Student understands is necessity it is time to talk about my opinions on what to do when you see someone not masking?
This is going to sound insane but I mentioned marriage to my recent ex many times after the Concussion. This is kind of bleak but it is coded in my mind out of a kind of fear. “I love you and I feel like I might die with you.”/ AKA till death do us part. This is worth knowing for if it ever happens again. When I wasn’t convincing myself I was invincible? I was convinced I was going to die after the June 7th – 8th concussion.
If I have sent this to you and we are dating. It is time to talk about Autistic Attachment problems as this may be something you have to deal with.
I would not send this unless deep feelings have developed. If we are at a point where deep feelings have developed then it is essential I tell you this.
On 2020-12-09 I am still living in Social Isolation but it is starting to become a preferred situation.
Like Ashton De Roy on Facebook I hope over time this blog will serve more as a check & balance. Less of a Dictatorship on a website. I am capable of achieving & crashing. Inspiring and scaring. I can dazzle some and terrify others. This is life with an Autistic Psychotic Disorder. Let’s start anContinue reading “New mission Statement”