2020-10-27 Psychotic Genius

I suppose I am not smart enough to fix my own homelessness during a Depression . I am smart enough to realize a Business Diploma can fix mathematic illiteracy.

I am smart enough to fix psychological family problems. I am smart enough to realize I am being manipulated & abused again!

Why bottle blondes are insane?

I saw Unhinged with my friend Felix on 2020-10-21. Normally other people on the spectrum don’t take you to see such insane movies! I was surprised at this choice. Given that by the end we were both paralyzed in fear. I don’t know why we did this to ourselves… It is just a movie about a rampaging Straight cisgender inferiority complex!

To the Handicapped Community. During Covid19 we’ve been removed…

When my Seizure awareness was done? They told me I had to declare my moral authority during the Seizures in Scarborough. Okay so I did that. Next thing you know I have my family & ex boyfriend forcing me in to Homelessness.

I felt like I had to threaten someone just to get anything done. I also meant it… If we are in this spot where my family can allow me to have a month of Homelessness. We are in the spot where I can strike one of you! That is the truth. Moral Authority is not a game! It is a healthcare matter for the protection of me and others. What is wrong with my family? What is wrong with Kaylib Drury?

Life in Autistic Coronavirus Halfway house…

“A center for helping former drug addicts, prisoners, psychiatric patients, or others to adjust to life in general society.” Google

I fall under more of the “Psychiatric patient” variety. Although not by necessity… I am going to start giving myself permission to subtract my own emotional burdens. I tried working during the Pandemic, but I hit my head & had to manage seizures.

Remove hypnotic Suggestions from Ashton Deroy in 5 steps.

Ashton De Roy is a De-Colonized Art Teacher & a Wicca of self-guided practice. Ashton De Roy is a Political & Economics theorist. Not a soldier… Not a person with limitless potential. Rather a person when faced with ambition? Develops existential & social hostility. Ashton De Roy is a firm believer in honesty & the idea the world needs idiots to.

” I will not practice unconsenting hypnosis.” , “I will protect my truths but not your own.” & “I will be irredeemably upset if I come to and I break my own hypnotic spell alone.”



Surviving a Parenting cult.

This is going to sound made up, but the point of surviving Suicidal Psychosis is to put all of the puzzle pieces together for the last time.

Time to talk about what was used to torture me. They are called Moral authority games and they are played by everyone from Parents to Educators.

Everyone wants to know? Is there anything we should know about that Queer Autistic person?

25 Steps to creative writing.

I just recently found history knocking at my door & recognizing my genius. I now have to rise to the challenge as a writer & put down my autobiography to potentially teach someone more important how to write their own. I am Ashton Deroy, I am 27 and I recently declared my Psychotic disorder. As of recent I have decided to talk about the unannounced Simple servant Genius in Quinte West.

Dear Family, I know I have Autism + Psychosis but hear me out. #MeToo

Ashton Deroy says things that were left unsaid.

homeless with a psychotic disorder

“Research increasingly suggests that psychosis occurs in more than 3 in every 100 autistic people.” Ashton Deroy talks about suffering with autistic Psychosis.

LGBT problems and Special Ed autistic gaslighting at home.

Ashton Deroy says “Okay so guess who was empowered by me seeking mental health treatment when I explicitly didn’t ask for it? It was not me the sexual assault victim who bravely moved on. It was not me the victim of amnesia who can’t count on their family. It was my ex, it was my family and it was my old job.  

In this essay I am going to outline the stuff I don’t want to talk about on a usual basis. This way people can understand that mental health is not a 1 size fits all solution. In fact if you look in to my record at Quinte Health where I see a counsellor usually, it actually wasn’t supposed to be the solution at all. Why wasn’t this the solution? ”